Ancient Egyptian Gods

The gods of the ancient Egypt have walked alongside mankind since the beginning of history. They are unique, enigmatic and have fascinated humanity for millennia. The Egyptians were highly secretive when it came to many of their religious and ceremonial beliefs, especially those surrounding magic and the way nature works. Even though we have an immense amount of information about them, much of this has been gathered through the robbing of their graves, giving us a window into a sacred and private part of their society that they never wished to be made public outside of their culture. For this reason, it’s easy to mistake them for a death-fearing, morbid society, but that’s untrue. They loved life and lived it fully.
They danced, drank, wrote poetry, played games, gambled, loved and caroused. Most importantly, they worshipped with an intensity that permeated every aspect of their lives, a quality reflected in their gods.
The Egyptian gods I find the most interesting are reflections of the power of nature itself, anthropomorphized in such a way as to give us keen insight into the people who worshipped them. What follows are some of my favorite male deities from ancient Egypt. (I’ve written about the goddesses of ancient Egypt as well.) It’s important to note that a male deity was in no way superior to, nor more important than a female deity. Each had their importance and was honored completely for their specific contributions. It was normal for a male deity to be sensitive, just as it wasn’t unusual for a female deity to be a mighty warrior.
One of the interesting traits of Egyptian gods and goddesses is that most had human bodies with animal heads.
I don’t believe that the majority of Egyptians actually believed that there was a god somewhere with the head of a dung beetle and the body of a man, but the form was a convention that defined the energy in a way that all Egyptians would understand. It was a brilliant way of showing the forces of nature represented by their gods. By studying creatures in their habitats, the understanding of an elemental force on our planet could be gained. From there, it was a short leap to believe that they could then be sought out for protection and aide. In return, it was natural to deem those totemic animals as being sacred, as the incarnations of those forces of nature and surrogates of the god-forms that rule them.
It also bears mentioning that the ancient Egyptian religion is far from dead. Devotees worldwide maintain faithful alters to Isis, Thoth, Bastet and other members of the Egyptian pantheon. There are entire societies devoted to the observance of the ancient gods, their rituals and ways. They follow the ancient calendars, celebrate the celebrations and embrace an older way of worship. It works for them.
What follows is by no means a thorough representation of the gods of ancient Egypt, but are some of my favorites.
Ptah
This ancient deity is often given credit as one of the primary creators of almost everything. What goes into creation? What would it entail? Imagine that the time has come to create lions. As the creator, you envision the basics of what a lion is, maned, powerful, and so on. From there, it gets more precise, imagining what every lion ever will be, from the beginning of the species to its extinction. Every single detail, every hair, muscle, tooth, claw and behavior is seen, not only of the prototype lion, but for every lion that will ever live. This information is meticulously held in the mind, down to the capillaries. All lions that will ever exist and all their intimate details are seen at once. Only in that moment is the act of creation performed by Ptah pronouncing their name. Ptah did this for everything that exists, and ever will exist. I’ve always thought that once everything was created, he had nothing left to give. He’s shown as a man, understandably wrapped shroud-like.
Horus
Horus is one of the oldest of Egyptian deities. This falcon headed god is popular in ancient Egyptian motifs, and The Eye of Horus has been a symbol of protection and strength for millennia as a representation of the power of the sun. Although a very old god, myths of Horus and his birth to Isis, by his dead father, Osiris, eventually became standard.
He represents the overcoming of darkness by light. From his incarnation as a child on the eastern horizon and hope given by the dawning of a new day, to the ferocity of the noonday sun, a cleanser and purgative of the unclean, to the aging Ra, the setting sun whose very lifeblood stains the twilight sky as a reminder of the sacrifice made for us by the Sun daily, he represents the power of good over evil. His night hours are spent traversing the dangerous underworld, battling the forces of darkness until once again, renewing the hope of another day. The reason for his popularity is obvious; he represents eternal hope and good over evil. The king of Egypt was said to be The Living Horus, an avatar of the god, himself.
Osiris
Osiris is a representation of the forces of civilization upon humankind. His was a gentle energy, one filled with calm love and a desire to ease the burdens of his beloved subjects. Agriculture, irrigation, many of the fine arts and a love of peace are all hallmarks of Osiris. He was murdered by his brother, Set. Miraculously resurrected by his wife, Isis, with the help of Anubis and Thoth, his son Horus was conceived, avenging his father’s overthrow and saving the world from the forces of chaos. After his death, Osiris did not perish. He became the Lord of the underworld, a joyous place full of light, life and all the comforts of the living world. The greatest fear of the Egyptians wasn’t death, as much as it was the possibility of not continuing the life that they loved so much. Osiris became a salvation from eternal sleep and in death, the deceased became one with Osiris. Such is the result of the understanding of our mortality.
Set
The brother of Osiris, Set was a representation of the natural forces of chaos, uncivilized humanity and the blind power of nature. I’ve always thought that Set despised the softening of humankind under the benevolent rule of his brother. Like raw nature, Set could be unpredictable and destructive. Whether jealous, or misguided, he conspired to murder Osiris at a party held in his brother’s honor, thus putting into motion one of the most thought-provoking myths of any time. Without Set, there would’ve been no afterlife and only darkness would’ve reigned, once this journey is over. Interestingly enough, Set was not reviled for his part in this drama. In fact, kings were named after him and he was worshiped throughout the history of ancient Egypt. Like nature, he was a necessary part of the bargain and gave understanding to those who sought the knowledge he possessed.
Thoth
When it comes to defining what it means to be human, we must think of Thoth. Thoth is much more than a lunar deity. He came to represent the very essence of intelligence, thought and wisdom. He was ingenious, clever, an author of magic and ritual, the god of medicine, inspiration and eloquence, defined the 365 day calendar, understood the movements of the planets, gave Horus his eye during the monumental battle with Set, and along with his brother, Anubis, devised the very magic and rituals that brought his slain uncle back to life. Those same rituals and spells were used throughout ancient Egyptian culture in the form of a book of magical formulae designed to allow the possessor safe passage to the afterlife. This book is known as The Book of the Dead, or more precisely, The Book of Coming Forth by Day, a more optimistic way of looking at things.
Thoth was eventually associated with the gods Mercury and Hermes. His epithet was “Thoth, Ur, Ur, Ur” or Thoth Thrice Great. In Greek, using the Grecian form of the deity, it translated to Hermes Trismegistus, not only being the translation of Thoth’s title, but also representing the powerful Triad of the three gods of communication (Thoth, Hermes and Mercury) and the mind. The influence of Thoth and his worship cannot be understated. The sacred Ibis and the sacred baboon are the animals connected to Thoth and he was most usually portrayed as a man with the head of an ibis, holding a scribe’s pallet and a reed for writing. The invention of written language changed the direction of humanity. It gave us history and continuity of thought, allowing us to pass along the ideas of others for millennia, the true definition of eternity.
Anubis
Anubis was the brother of Thoth. This jackal, or dog, headed deity perhaps captures the imagination more than any other Egyptian god. His was the realm of the mysteries. He was not only a protector of the departed and their tombs, but also the god of embalming and mummification, the prerequisite for the continuation of the soul into eternity, according to Egyptian doctrine.
I’ve always found Anubis to be wonderfully mysterious. Anubis was important as a keeper of the mysteries. He was also the Psychopomp, the entity designated to guide us from the realm of the living to the land of the dead. He took the departed by hand into the hall of judges, where their hearts were weighed against the feather of Ma’at, the goddess of truth. If the aspirant to eternity passed the interrogation of the 42 judges, Anubis ushered them to meet Osiris. Once accepted, an eternity of joyous life was their reward. He is a natural deity of powerful magic and work on other planes.
Perhaps the most famous representation of Anubis is the breathtakingly beautiful statue found in the tomb of Tutankhamen. Like a faithful and ever vigilant watchdog, the statue lies alertly waiting for anyone who dares to disturb the eternal slumber of the king. I can only imagine that it was unnerving for Howard Carter and his group to see that image for the first time, as a beam of light pierced the darkness of millennia and exposed its beauty. Modern representations of Anubis, showing him muscular and massive, completely miss the point of his gentle but powerful nature. He reassures and guides during the most uncertain time possible.
Kheper
Kheper was the god of becoming, evolution and being. A symbol of creation and of the persistence of existence, his image was the scarab beetle, an insect that lives by feeding on nutrients left in animal dung. To understand this deity better, I suggest you study the lifecycle of the scarab. You’ll come to understand much about the ancient Egyptians, as well as their uncanny ability to deliver complex concepts in symbolic forms. If you search deeply enough, you may also discover a hint as to what the pyramids might’ve been and why they were designed the way they were.
There are numerous other fascinating deities in the ancient Egyptian pantheon, but further discussion is beyond the scope of this article. I urge you, gentle reader, to not only do your own research, but to also do your own thinking.
Far from being ignorant or overly superstitious, the ancient Egyptians were thinkers and philosophers. Above all, they loved being who they were and loved their gods, for it was they who protected them and ensured the quality of their lives, then and forever.
Until next time, I wish you all peace and love.
What Is the Dark Night of the Soul and How to Go Through It

The dark night of the soul is a profoundly transformative experience that many people go through at some point in their spiritual journey. It is an intense process of inner crisis, where everything known seems to lose meaning and a genuine search for truth and purpose begins. In this article we explore what it means to go through this stage, how to identify it and what practices can help you to go through it with greater awareness and clarity.
Table of Contents
- What Is the Dark Night of the Soul?
- Signs That You Are Going Through a Dark Night of the Soul
- Differences Between the Dark Night of the Soul and Depression
- Stages of the Dark Night of the Soul
- Spiritual Practices to Pass Through the Dark Night of the Soul
- Spiritual Awakening After the Dark Night of the Soul
- The Dark Night of the Soul in the Teachings of Carl Jung
What Is the Dark Night of the Soul?
The dark night of the soul is a critical stage of spiritual awakening characterized by deep inner turmoil, loss of meaning and confrontation with the most hidden aspects of the self. It often arises after painful events or moments of crisis that shake internal structures and force a rethinking of the direction of life. It is not a psychological disorder, but a spiritual crisis that pushes the individual to detach from previous identities and explore his or her true purpose.
During this phase, there is an apparent disconnection from the outside world and a confrontation with repressed emotions, unhealed wounds and limiting patterns. This experience can be overwhelming, but it is precisely this crumbling that allows for a more authentic reconstruction. Far from being a sign of failure, it is an invitation to let go of what no longer serves to make way for a more integrated version of oneself.
In the series Sacred Power, available on Gaia, Caroline Myss explores this process in depth in the episode “The Dark Night of the Soul”. Through her guidance, you will learn to identify this stage as an essential part of spiritual development, differentiating it from a common emotional crisis, and discover how to transform it into an opportunity for inner growth.
Signs That You Are Going Through a Dark Night of the Soul
Going through a dark night of the soul can seem confusing at first, especially because its symptoms are often mistaken for common emotional or psychological states. However, there are clear signs that indicate a deep spiritual transformation. Here are some of the most common ones:
- Loss of purpose: You feel that nothing that used to motivate you makes sense and you struggle to find direction. The goals that used to drive you no longer represent you.
- Spiritual disconnection: You are overcome with the feeling that you are disconnected from the divine, the universe or any form of spirituality that used to sustain you.
- Constant introspection: You spend a lot of time questioning your beliefs, your personal history and the pillars on which you built your identity.
- Intense and contradictory emotions: You experience deep sadness, anxiety, anger or despair without a clear cause. These emotions seem to arise from a very internal place.
- Voluntary isolation: You prefer to be alone and avoid social contact. Solitude becomes necessary to process what you are experiencing.
- Desire to free yourself from old versions of yourself: There is an urge to let go of roles, masks or expectations that no longer align with who you really are.
- Attraction to the spiritual or mystical: Despite suffering, you feel a growing need to find answers in spiritual teachings, books, therapies or introspective practices.
Differences Between the Dark Night of the Soul and Depression
Although they share certain emotional symptoms, such as deep sadness or inner emptiness, dark night of the soul and depression are not the same. Depression is a clinical condition that may require medical or therapeutic treatment, while the dark night of the soul is a spiritual crisis that acts as a catalyst for deep inner transformation. In depression, there is a sense of stagnation; in the dark night, the pain has an evolutionary meaning, although it may not be evident at first.
During a depression, vital energy tends to decrease drastically, and it is common to feel apathy, total disconnection from the environment and lack of motivation even for basic tasks. On the other hand, those going through a dark night of the soul are often immersed in an existential quest: suffering is accompanied by deep questions about purpose, truth and the meaning of life. Emotional turmoil coexists with a longing for spiritual awakening.
Another key aspect is that depression is usually a closed state, where the person feels trapped, with no way out and no clear direction. The dark night of the soul, on the other hand, although painful, is a dynamic process that pushes toward transformation. As one goes through it, glimmers of clarity, inner realizations and a new connection to the essential begin to emerge.
Stages of the Dark Night of the Soul
The dark night of the soul does not occur suddenly or evenly; it unfolds in distinct stages that reflect the soul’s inner movement toward a new consciousness. It usually begins with an ego-break, followed by a phase of deep emptiness and loneliness, and culminates in surrender, acceptance and a spiritual rebirth that brings with it greater authenticity, connection and inner clarity.
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Ego Rupture and Loss of Meaning
The first stage is usually marked by a crisis that dismantles the personal structures with which the ego identified: roles, achievements, beliefs or relationships. What once gave meaning no longer holds, and the sense of disorientation can be overwhelming. This destabilization is not accidental: it is the way in which the soul begins to free itself from constructs that are no longer coherent with its deepest truth.
At this point, many people feel that they “hit bottom” because life as they knew it is no longer valuable. Certainties fade away and an internal process is triggered that invites a letting go of control. Although painful, this break is necessary to allow an identity to emerge that is more aligned with the soul’s purpose, rather than with external expectations or previous conditioning.
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Existential Emptiness and Inner Loneliness
After the rupture, a deep inner emptiness is experienced. This emptiness is not simply the absence of something, but a pause that interrupts the usual noise of the external world. Life feels directionless and old desires lose strength, giving way to a forced but fertile introspection. The soul enters silence, and that silence can seem unbearable if its purpose is not understood.
Loneliness becomes a constant companion, even when surrounded by other people. It is a loneliness that has nothing to do with social isolation, but with the disconnection from the superficial identity. Through this emotional retreat, an inner purification begins, where the soul is reunited with its essence and learns to sustain itself without depending on external validations.
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Surrender, Acceptance and Spiritual Rebirth
The final stage of the dark night of the soul begins when the person stops resisting the process and surrenders completely to what he or she is experiencing. This surrender is not resignation, but a sincere openness to transformation. Acceptance allows one to see suffering in a different light: no longer as punishment, but as part of the path to a deeper consciousness.
From this surrender, a spiritual rebirth emerges. A new sensitivity is awakened, a more genuine connection with life, and a clearer understanding of who one really is. This transformation does not eliminate the pain experienced, but integrates it as part of a greater wisdom. What once seemed like a crisis with no way out is revealed as an opportunity to begin again, from a truer place.
Spiritual Practices to Pass Through the Dark Night of the Soul
During the dark night of the soul, spiritual practices not only provide emotional containment, but also act as guides to understand the purpose behind the pain. Through concrete tools, it is possible to access states of greater clarity, sustain introspection and strengthen the connection with the spiritual dimension of the process.
- Meditation and contemplation: These practices help quiet the mind and observe thoughts without identifying with them. Through conscious silence, an inner presence is cultivated that brings stability in the midst of emotional chaos.
- Akashic Records: Consulting this source of energetic wisdom can offer answers about the soul’s learnings and the deeper causes of the current process. It facilitates a broader view of the spiritual purpose of what you are going through.
- Writing and silence: Keeping a journal allows for the release of repressed thoughts and clarification of emotions. Combined with spaces of voluntary silence, it enhances the connection with the inner voice and promotes deep self-exploration.
- Connection with nature: Being in contact with natural environments favors energetic and mental balance. Nature acts as a mirror and support during moments of greater inner disconnection.
- Retreats and sacred spaces: Getting away temporarily from the daily environment allows us to observe life with a greater perspective. These spaces foster a reconnection with the essential and with practices that nourish the soul.
Spiritual Awakening After the Dark Night of the Soul
Overcoming the dark night of the soul marks a before and after in the spiritual experience. What emerges after this journey is not an idealized version of the person, but a more authentic identity, free of conditioning. Awakening is not about feeling happy all the time, but about living with greater awareness, coherence and connection with the transcendent.
This inner rebirth is often accompanied by a deep gratitude for life, a heightened sensitivity to the subtle and an expanded compassion for oneself and others. Perceptions of time, relationships and life purposes change: the essential is prioritized and that which no longer makes sense from the soul is released.
Many people, after going through this transformation, experience a renewal of their faith, an openness to new forms of spirituality and a need to share their experience in order to accompany others. The awakening that follows the dark night is not a final destination, but the beginning of a life more aligned with the inner truth.
The Dark Night of the Soul in the Teachings of Carl Jung
Carl Jung, a pioneer of depth psychology, recognized the dark night of the soul as an inevitable stage on the path to individuation. For Jung, the human soul must confront and reconcile with its “shadow“-the repressed or denied aspects of the self-in order to achieve true spiritual and psychological maturity. This confrontation can generate great suffering, but it is also the gateway to a more integral consciousness.
Jung understood that inner darkness should not be avoided, but integrated. He affirmed that “there is no awakening of consciousness without pain”, and considered that existential crises were opportunities for the unconscious to bring transforming messages. In this sense, the dark night of the soul is not a collapse, but an archetypal process of disintegration and reconstruction of the self.
The Jungian legacy offers valuable tools to go through this period, such as dream work, active imagination and the observation of personal archetypes. Together, these practices allow us to dialogue with the unconscious, recognize repressed contents and move towards a more complete and authentic version of ourselves.