Aubrey Marcus’ Darkness Retreat Produced Psychedelic Visions

Aubrey Marcus is widely known as being the founder of health and fitness brand Onnit, a company focused on what he calls “Total Human Optimization,” which develops dietary supplements, nootropics (natural compounds that enhance brain function), and exercise gear.
Concurrent with his company’s meteoric growth, Marcus has become one of the most popular voices in the alternative, new age space with his eponymous podcast, where he discusses topics ranging from mental health to plant medicine, sexuality, and cultural paradigm shifts.
Like most stories of success, Marcus struggled in his early adulthood to find true meaning in life. While discussing his legacy in a recent interview on Open Minds with Regina Meredith, Marcus said, “I was looking for my purpose. I always felt like I had something important to give.”
This sentiment began early in his life, inspired by movies depicting sagacious masters who encouraged their protegés by telling them they had something important to contribute to the world. But like the archetypal Hero’s Journey, his road to success was punctuated by obstacles he first had to overcome.
One of the ways Marcus gained clarity on his journey was by imbibing the powerfully psychedelic ayahuasca brew, which gave him insight into the nature of his mind and his role in the universe. Today, psychedelic modalities through breathwork, sensory deprivation, and plant medicines are topics regularly discussed on his podcast.
But it was through his initial experience with the DMT-containing ayahuasca that Marcus embraced not just an internal philosophical shift, but also one in his identity. Choosing to rebrand with his middle name “Aubrey,” he began to build Onnit, based on a conversation with Joe Rogan about what kind of supplement he would be interested in trying. When Rogan responded with a cognitive enhancer made from plants and natural substances, he began formulating Alpha Brain and subsequently formed a fortuitous partnership with the world’s most popular podcaster.
Marcus’s conclusions about life are highly influenced by his fascinating firsthand experiences that drive his philosophical curiosities. While potent psychedelics like ayahuasca are an almost guaranteed method of achieving ego death and confronting inner demons, Marcus’ desire to explore the deeper realms of human consciousness has taken him even further.
In 2020, he embarked on a retreat spent in complete darkness for an entire week. This sensory deprivation was undertaken with the intention of self-reflection as well as inducing a release of endogenous DMT to produce psychedelic visions. Though the first few days didn’t exactly produce powerful visions, Marcus says he did contemplate and pick apart every aspect of his life, convincing himself he needed to change everything, but these thoughts were fleeting. Then, after a few days, he says he eventually experienced some of the most intense visions, culminating in a discussion with the Buddha, himself.
Marcus says the insight from these experiences gave him new outlooks on life including an appreciation for his family and loved ones, in addition to learning how the machinations of the ego shape our daily thought patterns.
Marcus’s work is also about helping people discover the freedom to be themselves by recognizing who they are in all their complexity. He tells Meredith we are really a mixture of good and bad, courageous and fearful, and that we don’t have to pretend to be one or the other. It’s about being aware of the “shadow aspects” that we suppress instead of embracing who we are.
Marcus admits, “I know nothing. But every day I ask questions and take a seat at the table where Truth likes to have snacks.”
Manifest Reality: 10 Powerful Steps to Manifesting the Life You Want

You have the power to manifest your reality and turn your dreams into tangible outcomes. Through visualization, affirmation, and positive thinking, you can align your actions with your goals and overcome limiting beliefs to create the life you want. Manifestation is more than wishful thinking; it’s about aligning your belief system, taking intentional action, and using manifestation techniques to achieve your desired outcomes.
Intention transforms. Whatever you place your attention on will expand and flourish in your life. To manifest your reality, align with clear goals, nurture uplifting energy, and trust the unfolding of the process. Let’s explore the steps and techniques to bring your dreams into being.
What Does It Mean to Manifest Reality?
Manifestation is the process of using your thoughts, emotions, and actions to turn your dreams into reality. It’s about aligning with the desired energy and working toward your goals while overcoming self-doubt and negative thoughts.
Key Elements of Manifestation:
- Visualization: See your desired outcome clearly in your mind.
- Belief System: Develop unwavering belief in your ability to succeed.
- Manifestation Practices: Use tools like vision boards, journaling, and affirmations.
- Positive Energy: Focus on cultivating positivity and letting go of negativity.
To manifest reality, you must align your actions and mindset with the specific goals you want to achieve in daily life.