How Humanity Sacrificed Truth and Equality


Will you believe that you are gods, or will you believe the opposite?

You cling to many dualistic notions and stories, there is something in between those stories that I represent. You come with an assumption that I represent feminine, you come with an assumption that I detest masculine. You come with assumptions and stories that I am demonic, you come in fear that I would steal your kids or warp your minds. Only one of those stories is true.

Are you your minds? For if you believe this, the mind will spin with these truths that I present today. You might even leave this message challenging any belief that you ever owned. If you choose, you will also challenge allowing such beliefs to own you.

How deeply will you allow your beliefs to own you? I am the great releaser of these stories, and if you cling to them, you will indeed have karmic difficulties. In my world, karma exists to catalyze you, to bring forth every story from the beginnings of your collectives. There were no original religions. Earth was peaceful and loving, Earth operated within one belief and that was love. But then your religions began.

There are many stories, Adam and Lilith, Amilius and Lilith, Adam and Eve, many names. Adam does not exist and Eve does not exist. The actual incarnations these stories are based on were Amilius and myself.

This is the point of creation that occurred, where the birth of duality began. Heylal loved you enough to allow this dualistic choice of darkness and light, feminine and masculine, good and bad, right and wrong.

Within your stories, you created a man named Adam, and then you made up the story that I was outcast from Adam. Within that same story I would not lay under him and he would not lie under me. And of course, why would I want to? The truth is, he did not want to be under or over and I did not want to be under or over. Before your stories, before your religions and texts, we both wanted to be equal.

Your religions created an entire opportunity to catalyze humanity. If I did not want to lie under him then perhaps I am resisting being owned by him, then I am controlled by him, then I am powerless. In truth, neither Amilius nor myself ever felt any connection to these stories. We operated beautifully together when we were incarnated, and we continue to do so amongst your children today. Your false stories and confusion began when your religions corrupted these stories.

You are Source. We are all within unity and oneness. Within this power and equality you choose to create everything that I represent. In all of your stories, I am the dark, demonic entity that you choose to believe in and it becomes quite real for you. How much longer will this story serve you?

In our dimension, which is one of non-duality, we have a beautiful life. There was no casting out until you changed our story to become much different. You created this belief, and I honored your story. I allowed myself to play this role in the stories of your religions. Our life is beautiful regardless of the fabrication and assumption of sin.

Did we cast you into the shadow aspects of Eve, those polarizing aspects?

In your stories, you become polarized aspects of yourselves. What are you doing to yourselves? How much longer will you insist upon your insanities? How much longer will you cling to your idea that sin is real and that fear is real? Fear is your tool, you can honor whatever moment you stand in no matter what it is, but you shun all emotions unless they are bright, beautiful, and full of light.

Then you shun yourselves and become outcasts of yourselves. You begin the process of separation the moment you shun, judge, and extricate yourselves from Source. Then with every judgment that you have, you become more and more powerless as a collective. I am here today to teach you this truth, to pull forth your egos and show them to you.

How can today’s women support the evolution of today’s men into a new understanding of relationships that is less patriarchal?

Release your stories. As women, the best way that you can understand a divine masculine being is to release the concept that you are woman or man; you are genderless. Consider the many collectives that are coming in to represent genderless roles, they do not perceive themselves as men or women, they do not perceive themselves as bodies or sexualities. They are within their hearts, not within their parts. What if you simply perceived your partner as an aspect of you, that you both are in service to each other without feeling repressed, sacrificed or entitled?

How can you wish to be supported without also deepening your support? You and your egos spin on the potter’s wheel, around and around, embellishing your stories, “I must be supported”, “I am not supported”, “I must be loved”, “I am not loved”.

Release the must, release the not, release the should, release the shouldn’t. Let what comes before you in your relationship simply arise within the perfect will of Source, which is you. How could anything be wrong? Release shame, release judgment, release definitions of worthiness and unworthiness and simply see a soul as a soul that is a part of you. And that is all. All else will be revealed to you the moment you are ready… so are you?

What do you believe about feminism, and how do you feel about the state of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine?

You cling to these evil tales, do you not? You cling to separation and disempowerment as if they were something you should defend, or as a sword that you must plunge into the heart of the patriarchal system, as though it were bad.

If something is done to you, are you not implying that an entire system is against you and that you are separated from such a collective? Does separation not imply fear? In order to defend, or be offensive, you must believe that you are attacked. Yet on another hand, you wish for love, you wish for connection, you wish for unity. You are hypocrites. You are living a lie by saying “I stand for empowerment” and then perpetuating separation. Then you wonder why you don’t have male partners. Need I say more? Or are you offended? Because, if you are offended, I will continue.


Are you part of the Kali Ma energies which embody the destroyer? How can we use your energy as a means to improve our lives?

If you wish to use darker energies and magic to better your life, you must perceive the power of Oneness, the power of unity, the power of the void, and you must erase your belief that any emotion is evil. Then all time will stop and play into your hands, for you are the potter and the world will be your wheel. What would you create? This depends upon if you are still trapped in the snare of fear.


Can you comment on the extent to which polarities are running the mainstream culture here on Earth, and the high incidence of people being born in the wrong suit or gender.

There you go, the wrong suit or gender. Do you not believe in the power to choose your suit? Then you question ‘what is’ and feel as if honoring the suit is reality? The body is not your reality, your sexuality is not your reality. Your body is your tool and your sexuality is your pleasure, your connection, your means of creation. Any way that you express in the nature you come through will rise within the kundalini energy of your sexuality.

If there is darkness, it will be expanded through sexuality. If there is love, it will be expanded through sexuality. If you feel disempowered you are aligned with being the victim of a rapist. If you feel vulnerable and shamed you are aligned with being the victim of a narcissist.

Nothing can be wrong. If you are born into a body, it is right as long as you know that you are not that body. Why would you allow your body to become your controller by saying “My body says I’m male, my body says I’m female, my body says, my body is, my body says, my body is”, and round and round and round… When will you stop? You are not your bodies and you are not your minds. Take your power back and understand even further beyond those notions. Your power is always there and it cannot be relinquished. This is the divine truth of All-That-Is.

What would you want us to learn at this stage of human development?

That question is insane. For all truths go within yourself. You are not here to find something to do as if you were bored teenagers. You act as if you were babies who need toys. You are powerful gods, and yet, just as innocent as beautiful babies. Simply pick something and do it, feel it and be it. You are creators, you are here to play, you are here to be helpful, you are here to return to love. You are here within sound, you are here within light, you are here to resonate to your very own cellular truth. Release all that you believe ‘is’, reset, start over, and re-experience the glory of Source within.

How can we best embrace our shadow selves?

Stand in the awareness of the opportunity that the emotions lend to you. Do not rip the emotions out of your presence by trying to transcend them with light when you are not ready. You wish for validation, be the validation. You wish for acceptance, therefore stop judging. You wish to be seen, open your eyes. You wish to be heard, open your ears. You wish to be loved, open your hearts. It is quite simple.

Everything here in your 3rd dimensional existence is likely not true. Your religions, they are not true. Your definitions and labels, your politics, your paradigms, they are not true, not an ounce of truth. And then what? When you stand without the clothing of these paradigms, how do you feel? Does it feel lonely? Are you scared? Then hold yourselves in love, stand in the void minus fear, and understand that without the incessant chatter of your minds and your stories and your egos, that you can create in a different way, that way is all.

How can you be here to be enlightened when you are already light? Simply be within the stillness without fear. Then from this stillness what arises? An equality once more.


About the Author:


Pamela Aaralyn is an author and mentor, a world renowned trance channel of Christ Conscious beings, and a master teacher for the angelic beings known as Elohim and Seraphim. Pamela’s rich Native American heritage culminating in becoming an initiated shaman, and her all-encompassing access to higher information has developed into a highly rewarding private practice of teaching, writing and spiritually integrated medical mediumship.

Philip K. Dick's Communication with Valis and the Evolution of Humanity

Valis, Philip K. Dick, and the Evolution of Humanity

When Philip K. Dick went to the dentist in February 1974, the acclaimed science fiction author did not know that his view of reality was about to change. He was in a lot of pain with what turned out to be an impacted wisdom tooth, and was sedated with sodium pentothal while the dentist removed the tooth. The pain afterwards was fairly severe, so the dentist ordered a painkiller, Darvon, for delivery to his patient’s home later that day.

When the courier arrived, Dick answered the door and was suddenly taken aback by a pendant she was wearing. It was a fish ornament, which she explained Christians adopted as a symbol of their religion. He saw a “red and gold plasmic entity” coming from the pendant and, as he reported it, immediately experienced “crystal clear” vision and “sudden exposure to a vast amount of knowledge.”

This was not his first experience with visions and hearing voices. The voice he heard was the same voice he had heard years before while in college. He also began channeling an alien presence he called “Vast Active Living Intelligence System,” or “Valis” for short. The intense visions lasted for two months, leading him to refer to this period of his life as “2-3-74,” for February and March 1974. During the next eight years, he wrote thousands of pages about his visions and voices. His novels were more autobiographical than they were science fiction.

Dick died suddenly in 1982, shortly before the release of the movie “Blade Runner” based on Dick’s book, “Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?” Many of his other books are now movies, as well. He is now known as the “most influential writer of science fiction in the past half century.”

But, was it all science fiction? He received multiple communications from Valis, had dreams and visions about the future, and spent the rest of his life trying to understand why he gained such supreme knowledge. He claimed to have “total recall of the future.”

Philip K. Dick: The Pre-Valis Years

Philip Kindred Dick was born in December 1928 during the cold Chicago winter. He had a twin sister, Jane, who lived for only about eight weeks. She died mysteriously, some saying she had an allergy to her mother’s breast milk. Whatever happened, Dick went through his life always missing his sister and blaming his mother for her death. His father left the family when he was only 5 years old. Shortly after that, he and his mother moved to Berkeley, California, where he lived most of his life.

First published when he was just a teenager, his first short story marked the beginning of a prolific writing career. Although he successfully published a number of his stories, he was not such a success financially. He was always running out of money and seemed to live from advance to advance.

Dick’s life was not emotionally easy and he seemed troubled throughout his entire life: married five times with three children, thought to use drugs and experiment with LSD, and frequent visions of his own death. Despite drug use allegations, he was able to continue writing. By the time of his death, he had published more than 120 short stories and 44 novels.

As early as 1954, Dick wrote about precognition in his novel, “The World Jones Made.” Based on his own experiences, the main character in that book was a “precog” who could see one year into the future. His books often referenced precognition, and Dick believed he himself had this ability.

He also heard voices, or at least a voice. As a young man taking the physics portion of a college entrance exam, Dick found that he did not understand eight of the 10 questions. Suddenly, he heard the voice explain to him, in a completely understandable way, what he needed to know. As a result, he received a perfect score on the test.

He heard the same voice again years later, when it explained to him what was happening in a television documentary that he had had difficulty understanding. In 1974, the same voice returned when he had his life-changing vision in response to the fish-pendant worn by the pharmacy delivery girl and he began his regular communications with Valis.

Philip K. Dick: The Valis Years

Although Dick reported only sporadic communications with the voice until 1974, after that date, the communications became fairly frequent and routine. Valis gave him advice on improving his health, his appearance and his financial situation. Dick credited the voice with saving the life of his young son by describing the medical condition the boy suffered from and urging Dick to get the child immediately to a doctor. He convinced his wife of the need to take their seemingly healthy boy to the doctor where they discovered the child had the exact condition the voice described to Dick. Prompt surgery saved the boy’s life.

Dick believed the voice he heard was from God, or at least from some higher power. He wrote continuously about what he experienced. He ended up writing thousands of pages and hundreds of thousands of words in his attempt to make sense of it.

He intended his 1981 book “Valis” to be a trilogy. It was more of a biographical presentation of Dick’s visions and voices than it was a book that fit in the science fiction genre. As one reviewer put it, “He’s not looking for aliens; he’s looking for the meaning of life.” Due to his sudden death in 1982, at the age of 54, Dick never completed the trilogy.

The Death of Philip K. Dick

In February 1975, Dick wrote a letter to a friend telling her about a dream he had just had where he saw “a stark single horrifying scene, inert but not still; a man lay dead, on his face, in a living room between the coffee table and the couch.” He followed the letter with another one in May 1975 in which he said he was “scared.” He added, “What scares me most Claudia, is that I can often recall the future.”

Almost exactly seven years after the first letter, Philip K. Dick’s dead body was found face down in his living room, wedged between the coffee table and the couch. Without realizing it, he had accurately predicted the circumstances surrounding his own death. Some reports say he died of a stroke. Others claim it was congestive heart failure. Others regale in the mystery of why he died so young.

Philip K. Dick left behind, in addition to his short stories and novels, his influence on other sci-fi writers and pop culture, as well as many mind-bending films. Unfortunately, he did not live to see his work on the big screen. He died before the release of his first movie, “Blade Runner;” however he saw about 20 minutes of the finished product and seemed pleased that the filmmaker preserved Dick’s vision. Other movies based on his books that were made after his death include: “Minority Report,” “Total Recall,” “A Scanner Darkly” and several others.

He also left behind more than 8,000 pages about his experiences with Valis since his 1974 vision. The pages had narrow margins and were mostly single spaced with numerous handwritten journal entries. Dick referred to this body of work as his Exegesis. The papers were edited and published in 2011 as “The Exegesis of Philip K. Dick.”

Was Philip K. Dick more than just a legendary science fiction author? Check out Mysteries of the Solar System, part of Gaia’s Deep Space series, and watch the conversation between Open Mind’s host Regina Meredith and her guest, Anthony Peake, on Scanning the Future with Philip K. Dick.

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